I Confess

Sometimes I don't know what to do with You God

I bury You underneath idle conversation
I launch You against unsuspecting targets as if You are a weapon to be wielded
I strip You of your majesty when fear takes precedence over faith
I forget You and the world that lives beyond what I can see

If how we live our days is how we live our lives (Annie Dillard)

Then this apathy needs drowned in waves of forgiveness

Show me how to live and love well

And to ever, forever, point to only You